I’m standing on the edge of insanity
Behind me lies Confusion
Left of me reality
But right of me I see where all good, bad, dark, light meet in one fusion
A never, never world controlled by a Power called Life
God promised me one day he would make you my wife
But I guess he promised you something else first
My love for you is like a thirst
A thirst I cannot quench or satiate
I have traveled this far I don’t know how you will retaliate
But how can I relinquish you
All I know or all I can do is love you

I look to my left and behind the reality lies nothing
Cause without you there is nothing
To my right I see a dark place
Dark because you were the light
A cold place
Cold because you were the warm glow now you gone from sight

Dark turns to light
Night to day
Confusion spreads to what seems like forever
Winds blow and choices are made
Realization is entangled with reality
Conformity becomes unorthodox
The sun shines again but without warmth
Temptation is merely a mirage of calamity

Changes produce false deceptions
Deceptions between truth and lies
Freedom is life’s illusions
Illusions are life’s way of hiding the truth
How can we be free if we are prisoners?
Prisoners for life, prisoners for death
Is death the end?
Or is death the beginning of the end
Loneliness is the minds ways of escaping pain
Pain is an experience of an experience
Experience is a memory gone wrong
If we are wrong can we ever be right
Is tranquility really tranquil?

Do people change or do they fake change
Is change necessary?
Or is it necessary to change
Do we manipulate each other?
Or are we easily influenced
This then asks the question is there love
What is love?
Is love a sign of our weakness
Is weakness our sixth sense of well being,
Or are we pieces of a twisted puzzle
Is fate then really fate or just a transitional phase?
Switching between right and left

Am I drawn to pain?
A simple question I ask
From all these abnormalities how do I remain sane?
How tough is life that I should bear such a cruel task
Time and time again I have had to fall
And time and time again life trampled over me
But deep, deep in me I heard my spirit call
Telling me to get up be strong be free
But now that voice is gone, gone away
All is quiet even the trees don’t sway

I am back at my crossroads with nothing, nothing to live for
So I dive over the edge without a care
My flightless body slowly, slowly falling to my death
Cause death in evitable is our only direction
Our path which life leads us from young to old
The only place where we can cheat time
And our weakened destabilized souls can finally rest
Rest before our next journey or till we beginThis twisted thing called LIFE………