My Thoughts

I have been thinking, Is there a God out there? Don't get me wrong I believe in God but recently I have been asking my self questions " Is there a God, or Has God turn his back on us", could we be that bad that he has turned his back on most of us. As a young boy in boarding school I did not study my only source for reading was the Holy Bible for two years I read it back to back and unfortunately being young I guess I didn't understand much of what I read but I believed there was a God, yet I have still had many questions. Then I woke this morning I intended on writing in my blog why I questioned if there is a God, here are some of my thoughts,

1. I questioned the existence of dinosaurs, they did once walk the earth we have fossils and proof but in my thoughts where was Adam and Eve?
2. I questioned with pain in my heart how some babies are born blind, or deaf or unable to walk and some with other disabilities, why so cruel to such innocence.?
3. I questioned how I could suffer with so many problems for more than a year and then when I thought the New Year would be better it gets worse.

So hence my thoughts on if God existed, I took out my bible this morning, to look for answers and I only came up with the answer to question one, and that was Genesis 1 verse 20 to 23 that was the 5TH day and back then a day according to science could have been a few million years, so i guess dinosaurs walked the earth way before Adam was created, and when you look at Genesis 1 verse 24 a new type of living creature was created on the beginning of the 6TH day and Adam was created later on in the day, So I say ok that answers my first question. On question two I could not find anything nor could I on question three. So maybe God is there but has just turned his back on me. Well my quest continues maybe one day I will find out the truth maybe.